Shingles

 

Emotional States

1. Worthlessness, heart is hardened in the worthiness of others and how they relate to them. Wants to be seen as good and righteous but doesn’t cut the mustard and displays hypocrisy as what people really see. Hurts people in the process. Does this to push people away. Has a hard time relating to others. Holds self above others. Unwilling to be happy for others and support the good things happening to others and self. They blow stuff off –as if it were meaningless – when it is important to others. Willingness to see the good in others is small – diminishes the good with a judgment of smallness. There’s a feeling that if I’m not worthy of being seen in that way then other’s aren’t either.

 

2. Hates living. Nothing about life has made them happy. Doesn’t want to commit suicide just doesn’t want to ‘be’. Doesn’t see that they have control of their attitude and feels that anybody who says they do is full of B.S. and does not face reality and below the surface they feel the same way.

 

3. Hyper-vigilance in watching others—will they take advantage of me, will I get ‘burned’. Makes others think he is just watching out for their best, when this is really about staying in control to be safe. Quickly judges a situation to push away what does not feel safe.

 

4. Has wild ideas that have fallen apart (they seemed like a good idea at the time), unwilling to part with their demise and follows the energy until it has gone into the negative range and causes harm to the person with the idea. The cascading effect of the negative energy creates a problem throughout other parts of their life. Sees outside forces as the reason it didn’t work and that others are at fault for causing their problems.

 

5. Thoroughly bored with life. No challenge, the boredom feels more like an irritation that keeps reminding them of how unhappy they are – unwilling to let go of the boredom because this is what they know (this is how they are safe). Stifled communication erupts and is sometimes angry in its delivery. Person is seen as angry/acerbic by others.

 

Additional Info: How does stress trigger shingles? Stress creates the continuous release of cortisol. Cortisol’s effect on the body has an inflammatory effect (one of only many things it does) and it suppresses the immune system. My theory is that those provide the opportunity for the virus to surface. Stress sends the message “I can’t handle this. I am overwhelmed, I’m not capable. I’m not worthy – backlash energy of anger.

 

 

Metaphysical

*What organ or system-Skin (unworthy) ,nerves ( unbalanced communication)

*Where in the body-The rash can appear at any place on the body. Correlate the location with its metaphysical association. Right eye : Not liking the way you do things, you are a perfectionist, saying you cannot perform what needs to be done, thinking that good things do not happen to me (From Annette Noontil)

*What is the pathology-a virus associated with a prior chicken pox episode is triggered. One-sided pain, tingling, or burning. The pain and burning may be severe and is usually present before any rash appears. A virus is an invasion, a crossing of boundaries.

 

Trauma: Angry and irritating communication ,stemming from feelings of worthlessness, with a feeling that nothing good ever happens to them.

 

This trauma translation would be different for each different body location of inflammation.

 

Cross Indexing

Rash

Skin Problems

Hives

Herpes-Sexual

 

Beliefs

Nothing will ever work out the way I want it to

What is the source of ongoing tension in your life?

I am unworthy/ worthless

Every little thing bothers/irritates me

I am not good enough

What are you angry about?